Lost my mom May of this year (2009) and haven't been the same since. Living with mental problems since as long as I can remember (depression and anxiety mostly,) so my mom's passing has made this worse.

I was in a group therapy and it seemed to help knowing others were feeling what I felt, but somehow it has gotten worse again especially now during my first Holidays without her so I'm here for support and to help support those feeling the same way I am feeling.

I was very dependent on my mom, as she always cared for my brother and I. She was always there to call me to see how I was doing,always there to help me with my problems, and she was always there when I needed to talk to her about my problems. Basically she was everything to me to cut it short, but I'm sure that any of you who lost a mother know exactly how I feel if you were just as close.