Robbi T

I am married to a lovely guy, I have 2 girls from previous marriage (18 & 16) and 2 step children (girl 23 & boy 20). I am a rep working in the Food Industry. But with my pain I struggle every day to get out of bed and function properly. I only have a mum left now, who I adore so much and she has been unbelievable with our loss. I live on pills to help me thru my day and night, I suffer PTSD, panic attacks and see a shrink each week, I struggle with the view of the day I saw my brother it is etched into my mind and it never goes away.

I am a suicide survivor, my only sibling my brother (40). He would of been 42 this Feb, but not to be. I raised my brother when he was 11 and I was 13 as our mum was very sick with the shock leaving of our father. I always have looked out for and cared for my darling bro for many years and even in our adult life he has his troubles but he always called me, but not this time.