Also lost my son to suicide 2 months ago. I have never known such pain! He was in such mental pain, that the thought of living was harder than dying.(he left a letter) He took medication, and put himself into a comatose state, and then put a garbage bag over his head, making sure he wont survive. I am trying to come to terms with his death, but unable to, and live a nightmare everyday! All you dear people here, I know how you feel! How does one come to terms with something like this!