Its a year ago my boyfriend passed away. It was so sudden and unexpected. Its been so hard. I have no idea how to go on without him. All the dreams and hopes shattered. He was my soulmate, the love of my life. And we were so close, and so happy together. Now I cant remember the last time I laughed. Today has been so emotional. Im trying to do something meaningful, but everything seems so surreal. I dont know what to say... It hurts so much and I miss him so much it physically hurts. .

Im sorry my friend, i cried reading your post, my thoughts are with you, i know the surreal feeling im so sorry for your loss, i spose you could do somthing you and your BF loved to do together.

Camlin, My heart breaks reading your post. I know it is a very miserable for you as loss is so difficult for all of us. Try to find some peace in your heart by the great memories you two shared. Write down your memories and make a collage of the two of you and what you shared together. Keep him close to your heart and never forget all the love you shared and be happy in the knowledge that you are one of the lucky ones to have received love and given love.